It’s been a really tough few months since I last posted. I am now weighing in at 14 stone 12 pounds… not only is this a gain, but I am now heavier than I have ever been in my life.
Sometimes it all seems so hopeless- everything seems to be a struggle. I’ve been through so much recently health-wise, my ME relapse seems to be here to stay, I’m now off sick yet again, it’s all such a struggle to just cope with the day-to-day demands of living with a disability.
I am beginning to wonder what the future holds- whether I’ll ever be fully fit for work again, or whether I’ll have to resign from the job I love. Money is a worry. My whole life seems like a huge mountain at the moment. It all seems impossible.
But, I keep trying. One day it will pay off, I know. I just have to be patient, and look after myself, and go with the flow for a while.
November 25, 2008 at 4:32 pm
Hang in there kid
November 25, 2008 at 10:04 pm
Thanks Pete
boy, its about time I did another post! A lot has happened…